Some people are aware how long Curt & I waited for Hailee. When we first got married we were living in Pocatello. It was a year before I decided to get off the pill and start trying. I loved kids and wanted a baby so badly. I promised Curt that my dad would be so thrilled for the baby he would get over being upset. I got excited and went out and bought a beautiful little dress. I was sure that we would have a girl once we did get pregnant.
I brought the dress with me when we moved back to Ashton that summer. I had it hanging on our closet doors and would always look at it. The months came and went, but I wasn't too worried. Then the months became a year, then two. After this long I had decided my worst fear was coming true. I remember calling my mom and Christa crying because I was certain we wouldn't ever have a baby. I would walk around holding this dress and crying! I know it sounds pathetic, and it would be for those who have never had a problem conceiving.
Then as if the Lord had planned it perfectly we were pregnant. My due date was just 2 weeks after Curt and I's graduations. The month we conceived Curt and I asked some of his family to fast and pray with us. The Lord blessed us with an amazing miracle. He knew enough to keep Curt to his word and answer our fervent prayers. I cannot tell you how amazing and thrilling I felt to finally after 2 and 1/2 very long years we were finally going to have a baby! Curt was equally happy.
I knew from day one that it would be a girl. Don't ask me how, but I just knew. I knew that we were finally getting a little baby that would be such a blessing to our lives and to our families.
Many of you know A.J. my little bro is on a mission. His mission is pretty hard on my parents and they have really missed him. With my sisters passing and with him away for 2 years, Hailee has kept them all entertained and lessened their burden some. In the end Hailee has brought so many miracles in so many areas.


Yesterday Hailee wore the dress I bought 4 years ago in Pocy. It was a special day for me because I don't really care about the dress so much as the little sprit wearing it.


I hope all mom's out there are equally thankful for their little miracles. I like to think that Heavenly Father wanted extra time with Hailee. That my love and appreciation for her is stronger because I practically begged and cried everynight for her. Everytime it gets hard or I am tired I think of those nights and remember what a blessing she is to our family!